Thank you for your support Fresia. What you say is true, trying to keep busy to keep my mind off of things and not being able to change the outcome, I do know that. As for my boyfriend, he does know I had the biopsy, but I feel him pulling away a bit, possibly at least until I know the outcome. As I said, his fiance died, he told me it was a year ago, but it was only four months from the time we met, so it is difficult for him to be here for me. We have spent every day together since we met, and I just got off the phone with him, he's not sure if I'll see him tonight, I should have the results by tomorrow. I don't believe he has grieved the loss of his fiance, so not only am I trying to protect him, I believe he is also protecting himself.