Ok so here is what I sent on of my teachers last night/this morning.
I am going to try my best to be in class at 9am, but to say the least I am not having a good night. (If I am in class i may be very sensitive and emotional.) I am strugling with my depression at the moment. Justin case I am not in class I want to let you know that I will bring my assignment by or drop it in the mail room. I am going to try to talk to someone abot what is going on tomorrow, but it isn't easy. I hate to say it but the depression is gettng the better of me tonight/morning.
I am not sure what to say or how to put into words what I was feeling. I am not doing a whole lot better at the moment either, and I am alone, but shouldn't be for too long. I am not sure what is going on....I don't think it is my meds, but yet at the same time I wonder if it might be. I don't feel as though I have a lot of control over my body/actions right now and I thinkmore than anything that is scaring me. I think i went beyond stressed into a state of almost comotose. I am tired, but I am not. When I finally was able to fall asleep lastnight it was nearly 4am, and I woke up like every half hour, or every time i wanted to move even the slightest amount. I guess I really am not sure what is going on. I go from eating everything in site to not wanting to eat a thing. Last night I thought i was on a rollercoaster ride for about 2 hours....I didn't know if I was comming or going.

I don't know what to do. I was to the poin that I was afraid to leave my bed.