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Old Jun 28, 2010, 09:14 AM
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I've heard that everyone deserves to be happy so many times over the years.
And each time I hear it (unless I'm manic), I think--I'm on disability (lifelong) and therefore I have to suffer.

If I am not suffering I don't deserve those benefits.

Plus, I think if I am not suffering and they find that out, they will take away those benefits and then I will really, really suffer--no income or insurance for meds, for t or pdoc, for rent, for hospital...

Does anyone relate?
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