ok, latest update is that it is now nearly home time and i think i'm coming down. from where - I don't know. I feel a bit stoned, like my world's hit a grinding halt, but the rest of the world is racing past me. conversations take place, but nothing is going into my head - i'm not comprehending. i don't feel much, other than a bit of exhaustion. I can write pages and pages of e-mails, but most of it is absolute hogwash. Spelling is attrocious.

Seeing as I don't do the mania thing, i'm a little anxious as to what to expect next. Just a levelling, or a drop into the dark pit that is depression? Who knows - but right now my bed is looking like a bit of a solace. Looking back at this morning, it's quite scary what a change has occured.