Day 2 on the real stuff and I am as close as completely healthy and normal as could be. Yesterday was iffy, but better, and today I'm great.

I know this is not a placebo effect. The change is too drastic and I feel like a miracle just happened to me. Thank goodness for loving friends and partners.

I'm still asking for another anti-dep (topamax--good for ultra rapid cyclers) to be added and next crisis I'm going to inpatient immediately.

Thank you thank you for your support.