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Old Jun 28, 2010, 02:36 PM
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Wondering if any one else has this. Yesterday I fell in my yard got a stress fracture in my hip and sprained my ankle and tore an adominal muscel. Doctor put me on 48 hours of bed rest, pain meds and muscel relaxers. Well I just took a pain med and muscel relaxer. Now I am worried almost sick bcause I just took them. I read and read the info on both to make sure there are no nsaids or asprin in them. I know thats probly normal but I have been taking the muscel relaxer off and on for almost 2 years. And I have been on the pain med off and on for longer considering I was addicted to them. But I still am so scared. I laid the pain pill down on my deask to get some Sprite to take it with and it got a little wet so a spot on it looked powdery. I am freaking out about that. I know I sound like a broken record on this but I can't help it. Mabye I need reassurence. I don't know. I had a bad night anyway. Kept having nightmares cause of the stupid pain medicine they gave me in the ER. That and the pain kept me up and down all night. And I got up this morning and done a big no no I drank 3 cups of coffee. I know better than to not drink more than 2. now I'm jittery nervouse and no paniky as hell becaue of this stupid medicine. And I have worried so mch that my stomach is hurting I feel sick. Ugh I hate this. Why can't I just be normal, whatever that is
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Dx: PTSD, Panic Disorder, Obsessive Personality Disorder.

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