Of course if one wants anything in life they have to work for it. The general population has no one to rely on but themselves. If you want something you need to do it yourself to make it happen right?

Well, how does one get ahead in life when one works essential to live? I work jsut to pay my bills. I have nothing left after this. How in the world am I supposed to have anything in life when I can barely get by working fullitme as it is? I have no formal education, I can not afford school nor would I want to attend a classroom. My only real joy is psychology and reading people. I have no hopes or goals. How does one obtain these things when neglected as a child?

As others grew up with the intent to be a policeman, or a doctor or a graphic designer, I grew up with no plans and later grew to be a 15 year old pregnant student with no direction. Ten years later I realize the importance of credit and owning a nice car and a nice house and being able to buy things...........although I have none.

I work hard, I have never called into work and I barely can live. I dont want to work at a fast food chain for the next twenty years.......I am not one to want to find someone to take care of me, I care less about material things than the average person. Basically I just want to be comfortable in life. I want to have apurpose in living. i want my children to be proud of me, I want to be proud of me.

How do I find direction? How do I get ahead? Is there any hope? Where do I begin? All my life I have struggled against myself, never anticipating this part of life and now I find myself lost, wanting to live and being ten years behind everyone else...............where do I begin............can someone just write me a blue print............where to begin...........