I'm back home in Alabama now and I feel great! My kids have made me so happy! I'm going to my pdoc later on this week and I'm gonna make an appointment to see a T. I've got to get some more will power to help me battle when I get manic. I can't go out and spend money like I do when I'm manic or take Xanax. This is where my husband and I have our problems. Everything is weird with him right now. It kind of scares me because if he wanted a divorce it would kill me! I'm hoping that if he can see that I'm not manic at the moment and can get back into a routine of some sort that he will relax a bit and things can get back to normal with us. Sugahorse, you have been so great through all of my stuff. I hope that I can do the same for you one day when you need me!