Hey J! What you wrote is one of the reasons we are here. Been there done that. When I am where you are I am a sloth. Takes ten minutes to tie a shoe and only only if absolutely necessary. I wish I could send you some of my energy. But I can tell you I have been there enough times to let you know that this to shall pass. But no matter what, we are here for you. Sending you positive energy. Go easy on yourself.