I get like that. Going from being really anxious and like a cat on a hot tin roof. Lol. Then I'm so depressed. Then I'm anxious again. I can't really remember being in the middle much. What is the middle? Last week I thought the depression had gone but it was just liked I had changed channels for a while. Then I was depressed again. Very confusing. Sometimes I feel like such a hypochondriac (however you spell that word) or that people will think I am. But why do i think that when I don't suppose i talk about how I'm going much to people anyway. I think I just expect that I should be able myself to snap out of this viscious circle. Wait a minute, it's my life.