Yeah.. I once went into a trance and started writing and it was God telling me I have no respect for the written language. I then picked up my bible and the commandments were bookmarked, which FREAKED me out even more in that moment in time. I then some how came up with the conclusion my mother is going to die because of me, because of God. Because of my disrespect.
But I don't really believe that anymore. more like aliens.