mostly i'm okay. work, finances, and relationship are all okay. but....i wanna die when i cry. when i cry, feelings are so intense and it's so hard to pull myself together. crying doesn't make me feel better. my counselor recommended to me to watch tear-jerking movies so i can let out some of my sad feelings. i'm so scared to cry.

<font color=purple> Man can will nothing unless he has first understood that he must count no one but himself; that he is alone, abandoned on earth in the midst of his infinite responsibilities, without help, with no other aim than the one he sets himself, with no other destiny than the one he forges for himself on this earth. Jean-Paul Sartre </font color=purple>