sorry that you got to go through all this with him....not really fair to you....

It looks like he hasn't moved on yet....and honesty, I think he's a good person....but the question is if all these are good for you?

If I were you, I would have emailed him with all the stuff in my heart and even I would have asked him if he wants some time apart or slowing down the relationship....probably, he really need that alone time....I would have told him all about my feelings....

but, still it's your call...you are in this situation and you got to make the decision....

good luck to you
Marjan