I have decided I am not strong enough nor do I possess enough energy to tell my story or go on with the t to deal with what happened to me.
My mind races with so many thoughts...and they are not good.
I don't feel safe anywhere anymore.
I am also thinking of taking a back seat here on pc.
I feel I have nothing to offer and I may go away for a long time.
It is my hope that anyone in the place I am in will not be so stupid and weak as me. But, I know my limits. And they definately have been pushed further then they should have been.
I am nothing more then a dirty, unloved and stupid girl that should be silenced forever!