I know exactly how you feel! I could almost be you! I am bipolar and recently was also diagnosed adhd as well. Believe me, it's hard! You sound like you could fall into both of those categories, but I am no doctor. They are very hard to distinguish between each other and together, well, that spells disaster (which is the state I am currently in)! My t doesn't listen to me either. All we talk about is my dreadful mother in law. We NEVER address any of my mental disorders which I don't get and it is really starting to piss me off. All I can say is that if your t doesn't listen to you then you might have to see another. That's all I got. I am going to my pdoc tomorrow for the same issue. He could have saved me from a panic attack this past weekend if he had listened to me last week at my appt. I hate when they don't listen! I am right there with ya girl! It will get better. I had to tell myself today to just ride it out. What goes up, must come down, but it also goes the other way too! I'm here for you if you want to talk!