Oh hun :/ You have to ignore what your mom does. I know how it feels, my mom does it too. I'm here for you, and you have to stay strong. I'm sorry about your best friend, maybe it's time for a new one? You need people who are there for you when things are good and bad. Well, I'm glad you're here, and you need to stick around. You KNOW I'm here for you and you can talk to me and I care.