Jun 30, 2010 at 05:10 AM
I'm just feeling hollow and empty and a bit depressed right now. I have no motivation.
I've taken a clonazepam to slow my brain down and to relax me a little, but I'm not feeling any results, def not quick enough. I am so tempted to take a good few more. I just want ot not feel anything at all. I don't like feeling down, especially after 4 or so days of mania.
Arg, I am really just hoping that the logical me will prevail.
I don't know how some of you find the strength and just say NO
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"I'd rather attempt to do something great and fail than to attempt to do nothing and succeed. Robert H. Schuller"
Current dx: Bipolar Disorder Unspecified
Current Meds: Epitec (Lamotrigine) 300mg, Solian 50mg, Seroquel 25mg PRN, Metformin 500mg, Klonopin prn
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