Hi anyone whos here today . I'm having issues today because my son hurt my feelings last night by saying 6 words ! it must be a trigger for me to go straight in to bipolar depression or whatever you call it I do have bpd so im very sensitive to what people say to me obviously! I immediantly shut down last night couldnt talk or eat or anything just cried. anyone else have this kind of trigger? I know some of my triggers but I think mine all are from verbal and mental and physical abuse . how about you ?
I always seem to be more sad and irrated then manic but my pdoc just started me on another med lamotrigine so hopefully it helps me !!! I have only been on it now for 3 weeks . I dont have anyone here that I know that has bpd so I do this all by myself Ive been married 3 times all 3 times divorced because of my actions . last husband moved me here from california and one day a month after we moved here I went shopping and when I came home he left me a note saying bye going back to Fresno !!! needless to say thats when I ended up in the hospital and discovered I was bpd! how long have I had this bpd !!!

I am 46 now and have no family except for my son my other family members wont talk to me because of religous reasons
help me btw my last husband and i were together for 12 years