I just have no interest in anything. It's an effort to do anything more than sit in a chair. I can't even describe it properly.

When I can force myself to do things I like doing, I just go through the motions and don't really get anything out of it.

We are trying to plan a few days away as a family and I really could care less if it happens or not.

The only emotions I feel are irritability when something challenges me more than sitting around does, or disappointment that I am wasting my life by not enjoying it.

I am not even interested in eating, but I do it because I have to.