Rhian, thank you for your kind words. I know I shouldn't feel ashamed but just thinking about all the memories I've had with him, not just sexual ones either... I really gave him 110% and he couldn't even be honest with me much less give me any percentage.

I had to discontinue this affair, even though I really had feelings for him. I knew logically he wouldn't leave his wife, they never do. Plus if a man will cheat on his wife, than what's to say he wouldn't cheat on me down the road? That's how I look at it.