I am dating someone that has been very patient with me. I have been conditioned to act a certain way by my ex. That is so far in the past .. so what I don't understand is why I am starting to treat my BF the same way my ex husband treated me? I swore to myself that I would never treat anyone the way he treated me. I would never want them to feel the way I did. And yet here I am finding myself trying to control every situation. I know it is wrong, but sometimes I can't stop it. I am desperate to unlearn what has been burned into my mind. I love my BF and he absolutely deserves to be treated like a human being. Not some animal that I can tame. I need help.
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