Emmy,
I had the authority to delete my posts as admin. I don't have the authority to hit the magic button now. I've requested that it be done but the request has been denied. I'm very sorry for "vandalizing" the place and wanted very much for the posts to be restored after seeing how much it upset everyone.

Everyone,
I hope to reply to a lot more of you on this thread in the near future. I'd really like for you to understand.