i definitely think slowing it down a bit is a good idea. take some time with your T to maybe work on other less heavy issues. you need time to adjust to what you have already learned and shoving new stuff at yourself right now won't allow you to process things the way you need to. i bet your T will be very supportive of you and helpful when she knows you're having such a rough time. take very good care of yourself and like petunia says, safety first!

shadow