I'm a bit nerves....It's a new place....I wish somebody was staying with me for a little while....I really needed a friend or somebody to be with me for couple of days....just in term of transition....it feels weird in this new city, new apartment....not sure why? but it does.....

It's funny....but I feel homesick....I feel nerves when I go home....not used to it yet....although it's better....but when I hear a voice from neighbor or so, I get really stressed!

why is that? It feels like because I'm getting older, I want more security and more stability.....

anyway....sorry for ranting....

thx
M.