Susan, you're at a crossroad in your life. You choose which way the rest of your life is going to turn.
I don't know what I can do or say to make you understand that things WILL get better.
You have to choose that for yourself, though.
I feel like I keep reaching out for you but you keep slipping away.
I don't want you to be silenced forever. I know that you're not stupid and I know you're not a dirty girl. And I absolutely know that you ARE loved.
I come here everyday and I look forward to talking to you and seeing how you're doing. I pray for and think of you when I'm going through my daily existance.
I'm pretty sure that's love.
You're only as weak as you tell yourself you are.
Go tonight and do what needs to be done! I think you'll surprise yourself.
You have to try really hard even though you think you can't do it.
If you get there and you freeze up-then that's fine. Your therapist will work with you with that.
PLease, just go and try.
You can sooooo do this, Suz.
I'm sending out some serious positive energies of love and stregnth to you.

I'm here if you need me.
It's going to be okay. You're going to be fine and you'll get through this.
Okay? (((((((((((((((((Susan))))))))))))))))))