(((((BNLSMom)))))

I understand how you are felling. I have definitely been there, sometimes for a week, sometimes for a month or more. It is a deep level of depression for me. When I hit this stage I know I am in grave trouble if I don't get some help immediately. If I wait, I decompensate too quickly and end up suicidal and in the hospital. I wish all the best for you. Know that this feeling will end and you will find pleasure in things again.