Richard is right... It is good to have support from people that give the "warm fuzzies", but the truth must be known as well.

I was on my way to 11 months clean until I got a big head and thought one hit of dope wouldn't do me any harm. That one hit of dope turned into two hits... Those two hits turned into me completely relapsing and losing all the clean time I had. BUT, I did learn from it and took with me everything I've learned on the way. I know it is possible to recover from addiction, this is a fact. But you have to WANT it, you have to DESIRE it, you have to FEEL it in you that you want it.