Hi all,

I hate to admit it but I think I am mildly depressed feelings of guilt, sadness and lack of energy have hit me today but am trying to keep it under control... if that's even possible.

I have a situation going on at the moment which isn't helping. Last friday me and hubby went to a friends house for a drink. There's a group of us (3 couples) and we do everything together. Anyway, one of the couples we see have been a bit odd with us (me and hubby) mainly the guy. My hubby has been arguing with him alot and having alot of tiffs. Anyway... that night my hubby went home b4 me (he doesnt drink) and it ended up that the guy hubby has been falling out with walked me half way home... on the way home he hd a go at me, telling me how badly I have treated his girlfriend for the past 2 years and how my illness is no excuse and doesnt care about my illness but only how it has affected his gf. Ok fair enough but do you have to make me feel like complete trash. So now it has made things really awkward for our group of friends. The girl, who I am supposed to be bad to has invited the the girl from the other couple to an event tomorrow night pasted it all over facebook and is blanking me .... its really making me feel like complete crap and also very angry. I must be honest... I have never really liked her that much as she is very immature and is spoilt but tried as it was her boyfriend me and hubby were first friends with.

I just dont know what to do.... I just feel like crying and hate myself over it all. my hubby has already sat them down for me and explained not to take things personal if I seem distant or not very chatty..... I guess it really isnt her problem though..... and it really doesnt help that we have never been able to relate to eachother.