i have been hurt a lot the last 5 to10 years or so.plus i don't like the people in the area i have lived for 17 years now.i have cut people out of me life for mistreating me.some treated me badly out of jealousy.some treated me badly because i would not date them or have sex with them.most of the time i don't want to bother being around other people.but at times i feel lonely and wish i had friends and a boyfriend.but i been hurt by so many people that i now have issues trusting people.i have trusted people in the past and got burned.i could write a dang book on bad relationships.so i have mixed feelings.i want friends but then i also don't want friends.the main reason i don't want friends is because i'm scared of being hurt again.