TY ... today is an even worse day... went through wads of tissues in physical therapy ... the si just won't go back into place... wouldn't let me lie down last night AT ALL.. the only "sleep" I got was after ice massaging... maybe begin to fall asleep sitting up.. but then pain came back as iced area warmed up etc.. I couldn't even lie down on table to wait for physical therapist.. stood braced against his bookcase sobbing. No, this pain won' t kill me.. it DOES make me wish it did... nothing is worth this pain... nothing.