I have been struggling with this quite a bit myself. I am new to this community and I thought it could help me to hear how other people are handling this on a daily basis. I feel like I am going crazy and I am not sure how I ended up in this situation or if I had just avoided certain things in my life I wonder would this personality problem still exist or have even come up at all? Any words of advice for me if I am indeed diagnosed with BPD?