Thank you for the kind words, MP! ((((( MP ))))) Yes, I did feel like the ultimate failure when it first happened, but since then I've learned sometimes relapse happens to make us stronger in recovery. I was blessed to have relapsed and make it out alive so I could learn from it and start over. Things are looking up for me, as things will look up for Psyclox if he so chooses to take the life of sobriety.