i have never shared with my T about my SI.she knows i have done it in the past because i dont hide my scars but now i SI in places she or noone can see.i dont know why i dont but i guess i am not ready to stopdoing it yet i have just in the last 2 months started using this coping mecinism again.i wonder how she will react to this letter i wrote her .it has a small ref to SI and i have no idea what i will do if she asks me right out if i am doing that again.