I told him that my PTSD leaves me so vulnerable and that my past sexual abuses makes it impossible to trust people 100% and that even includes him (my boyfriend.) His reply - well, only a thief can recognize another thief, so that must mean you are not to be trusted, either, and whatever it is you are paranoid about me, I have every right to be paranoid about you..
What do you suppose this response truly is? Fear on his part? A genuine belief? Or just the fact that he is sick and tired of dealing with my illnesses after five years? I only wish I knew , to understand where he is coming from. Then maybe it wouldn't hurt so much. I walked out and I feel very betrayed and don't even want him around me. Now I am just completely alone. But I guess being alone is better than being with someone who hurts you....