I've always felt a bit off. I think I'm in the lower depths of the autism spectrum. (I've always scored 'autism likely' on the quizzes I've taken) I'm definitely functional, but have problems in social situations. For the most part, I've learned how to be witty and charming, but still am not always too good unless I have a lot of coffee. Otherwise I'm just not 'with it." I've mentioned my concern to my mom and family before but am dismissed as 'you're fine." While I definitely on the low part of it, possibly aspergers, it's never been diagnosed, even when I met with a doctor who listed questions off to me from a book to help diagnose. While I have answered yes to less questions as needed,. the degree to which the aspects of the disorder that affects me is great enough to inhibit my life. Again, for the most part, I make out alright, but just don't know what to do about it. I'm on meds for anxiety and depression, but am thinking maybe I could benefit from some other autism-related medication instead.