Actually the same is true here with the fireworks being legal on the rez but the law has been pretty strict with folks who set them off anywhere else so it doesn't happen much.

Thank goodness for the rain hey. That always helps to put a damper on the rowdies.

Your husband sounds like a real sweetheart. What a blessing to have some one who understands how difficult it is for you to cope right now.

Have you thought of putting on headphones and listening to some music to help block out the noise and put you into a relaxed place. Not sure if that as among Nuc's suggestions so thought I would add it since it came to mind when you mentioned a hot bath.

Hang in there luv. You will be okay. Take yourself to a quiet place and let everything else fade into the background.

I can so relate to being at risk of blurting out raging venom when in overload so good on you for finding a better way to let off some steam.