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Originally Posted by desperate&disturbed
ive had enough of the hate in my life. i hear my mom ranting about how bad i am to a woman ive never met. i can see the hate in her eyes and i just can't take it anymore. my best friend only needs me when something is wrong. and when i can't deal with the stress and do something wrong i can just feel the hate.
i hate myself and i just wish i wasn't here anymore
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i remember as a teen sitting in my room listening to my stepmother rant to people about me and at ningh my step mother and farther talking about me.it was totally crazy making and would always end with me running away or hurting myself or something drastic.it always hurt so bad to hear the things they said.are you able to go to T or anything? i'm soor this is going on and your mother seems not to care if you are hearing all the venting she feels she needs to do.sometimes they just dont get it.