I'm in a long term "unofficial" marriage. I have just come to the awakening that all I do, and I mean 247, it trying to keep her happy at a very large personal & financial sacrifice. How it how come to this, the "merger" I do not know. I feel obligated to do so & for at least 2 years now we have not been living a life together. I've simple been helping her live hers.

I came across this when I woke up today. It is like the blinders came off. Everything is hers & I have nothing. Exp. I was going to finally order my new cell phone jammer & a code logger. But then I agreed to cancel that thought & buy her a new Sirius radio as hers broke & she needs one for a road trip to a car show she is going to this month. Then I found out not only does she get paid, but also has her own funds to get what she needs. I have been trained very well by her, but today I have woken up & now I am "falling down."