Thanks guys I really appreciate the advice. I don't have a therapist anymore, but I'm looking in to getting a new one. I'm going to take some time away from him so I can figure things out. I live with him, so I'm going to move back with my parents for a bit. I know I should break up with him, it's so difficult. Every time I get around to it, I choke, because I start thinking about how much I love him.