went to see my pdoc today and a few other things on my mind, so SI on last weeks scar, was quite amazed and frightened by it. think I am becoming dependant.
pdoc wants to see me every 2 weeks and a commubity nurse in between, as only 3 weeks out of hospital. it was the idea of all this intrusion and that they think I need that level of support that freaked me out.

how do I stop, when its the only private and real thing I have?