Isadora, I posted about him isolating you from family and friends. This is one of the first things perpetrators do. It is all about power and control. To them power and control IS love sweetie. No one diservers this. Next step is escalating their negative behavior to see what works and what doesn't on you. Please do what you have to get away from him. Use us, your family, friends, domestic violence agencies. Remember, this is not your fault. There is no shame in this. It can happen to anyone. Please keep posting.