Thank you so much. My son knows about my schizophrenia, but it is hard to explain to him exactly what it is - I dont want him worrying too much about it. I actually sat my mam down today to try and tell her I am needing more support than I am getting at the moment, only for her to start telling me all her problems and how she is so glad I am doing well because it is one less thing for her to worry about - naturally after that I didnt end up saying anything. I have an appointment with my psych nurse on Tuesday so I am going to try to say something then. I know I cant carry on like this, so hopefully they can help without admitting me back into hospital, which is my biggest fear.
Again, thank you for your reply