My 7yr relationship is the best you can get, one minute. Then the next I totally lose it & wish I was long gone. When she is gone, my mind goes down the "bad" path of fearing the worst as I tend to always see in people.

In a nut shell, when she's happy or optimistic I could not be happier in our life & she is my queen & thats all I need in life.

When she is pissed or negative about life, my mind goes off the charts to itself & I only wish......well I can't say what I wish. It's like a bipolar relationship. It's either awesome & a gift from God, or it's a mistake that need s removed ASAP.

Anyone else like this???