Ugh...

I hate what they are dxing me with. Now I believe the bipolar and I've gotten so much better on bipolar meds. But... Schizoaffective dx without having a period of psychosis outside a mood episode really ticks me off.

My therapist thinks I have ADHD and Avoidant, I might have the ADHD, but pdoc refused to test for it earlier. And Avoidant... ehh, I can see why he thinks that, but I don't think it's right, I'm not that extreme.

I really want to be tested for ADHD and Asperger's, but they won't...

They say to trust their diagnosis... but I can't accept that...

What should I do?