My husband's dx is Bipolar (not sure I or II) but I think he's got BDP. I recently posted in the relationship section called "Lost..." about what happened to him. He has ups and downs but mostly he holds everything in then about every 2-3 months he has a meltdown. Since his heart attack in February it's been worse, he's been rapid cycling but this recent episode has scared me. He has always been worried that I would leave him especially after this last stint in the hospital, I reassured him I wouldn't and literally 2 days before he took off he was on his knees crying that if I left him he'd be alone since his family disowned him. Then he changed personalities 180, completely hostile and he took off saying that he was done with our marriage and that I was a liar and his family would never do anything to hurt him - yet, his parents are the reason he ended trying to kill himself and had to be committed. So... I don't get it. I feel like he's gone to me forever.