I'm the same way about my meds, and I have been known to get myself into some serious trouble by just stopping. It frustrates my psychiatrist, but at the time it seemed like the right thing to do. I was wrong and I was fighting against my condition.

The overall question I think you need to ask is "are the meds helping"?

In a perfect, world none of us would need any med for anything. No antibiotics, no high blood pressure meds, no high cholesterol meds, but this isn't the best of all possible worlds and we don't live in it.

It is uhg. But it's the way it is. It's not like I chose it for myself. It's the cards I was dealt.

If I need them, I take them.