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Old Oct 11, 2005, 10:29 PM
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i would love to work my butt off like all the time but i have anine year old daughter who i jsut resumed guardianship of and so have already missed so much of her life and do not want her to grow up without a mombecause i am too busy working to spend time with her, and i am very very picky about who i let watch my child due to trust issues and statistics and well I am overprotective and have so far to my knowledge have had that be a benifet to my daughter. I am also pregnant. And a single mom. My daughters father is a sex offeneder, went to prison for six years for having sex with me and does not see her. So I am on my own. Now I have gotten myself pregnant with a married man's child who probably won't be there either. I have hardly no family and really no friends and so being overprotective of my children I find it to be a challenge. These are not excuses just obstacles. I would love to work at home but doing what? And although I dislike people, I enjoy them too. A great oxymoron. Isn't there some type of career that one can just obtain by being smart? Like testing out? Ya know, without going to school jsut learning it on your own, taking a test and BAM you are qualified? I mean, why waste your time if you can don' thave to? or am I dreaming?
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