What they want is to shut us up, MickG. Try to be courageous. What they read can't hurt us.

We don't cry out in pain to them but for support from loving, caring people here and elsewhere, who they kept us from telling in the first place. My Pain is a part and is grateful for my telling as it was too much to carry alone.

Here, we are not alone and the help here is greater than the fear of them reading and getting more of their sick needs met. If you want to you can send a personal message to people so it needn't be public. I find some peace know that more than one responder can support me here. I don't like to burden just one person and I know that I will have a few and sometimes many supporters who I never was allowed to have growing up. People here on PC do 'get it', MickG. I hope you will be able to reach out for your needs and not be stifled by them anymore. There are many ways to receive support, maybe in chat too.

By the way the inferno is a sealed fate for them in their darkness. It is only if they seek and find the light, without getting tons of help, that we have to worry about them being half-healed, in my opinion.

Declare it MickG! It will be frightening and can be freeing after a while!

Hunny

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