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Jul 04, 2010, 04:17 PM
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Member Since: May 2008
Location: Alabama, USA
Posts: 1,309
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Perna, thank you. I needed this  I'm sticking with the now and right now, he is chatting to me and I feel ecstactic! Buzz buzz buzz go all the sparks in my body  and he's just said that he's gonna try to be around more before he goes away to talk to me and help out
Hmmm everyone's making me blush tonight, saying things like:
Just kirsten roche is awesome, you always make people smile, you have a great warmth to you, your laugh is cute, everything about you, plus when I look at u it's just awesome!
Ur personality shines out a mile,
Ur funny, smart, whitty and just all around amazing
Annnnd ur cute cause ur smile is amazing. Ur nose is bootiful, ur eyes are to die for...
This is unbelievable! I really don't know what's going on, but it's certainly giving me a buzz and has really topped off my weekend well.
I'm just so close to bursting out with "*******it Morgan, I LOVE YOU!!!!" But I can't lose that control. He's making it more and more obvious to me that he's missing talking to me and such and that's really touching me deep and making me buzz even more, but I just have to keep holding on and let it grow... I don't trust him enough yet...
I want to trust him more, why is it that the people who are not good to trust are the easy ones to trust yet the ones who are worthy of it, can't get it from people like us??? It's not fair  I guess that's what makes it more worth it huh?
I just want to tell him how much I love him. My heart is burning, aching, twisting... Sounds stupid I know, but it's how it feels. I'm gonna miss him when he goes to Morocco for 2 weeks
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