well, sat has come and gone and i noticed that i wasn't as happy to be there as i usually am. about half way through the night, i was bored, not happy with how much he was drinking, and thinking about the posts i have read here, especially the last few. jenkins you are so right and it's funny that i realized how true your last post was while i was there.
so..we'll see where it goes now. i know that i was glad when it finally time for me to leave, and that has never happened befor